blind

it hurts when she shares. but i want her to share. i want to know how she feels. but i don't know how to comfort her. and it sucks. somehow when she shares, there's this tinge of jealousy, which i'm not even sure i'm supposed to have. i don't know how she feels abt me anymore... sighh.

tonight was... emo. emo songs, emo conversation.. emo me. WHYWHYWHY. garrrr.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed

When you get what you want, but not what you need

When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep

Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face

When you lose something you can't replace

When you love someone, but it goes to waste

Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

High up above or down below

When you're too in love to let it go

If you never try you'll never know

Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face

When you lose something you cannot replace

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Tears stream down on your face

I promise you I will learn from the mistakes

Tears stream down your face

And I...

Lights will guide you home

And ignite your bones

And I will try to

fix you

damn i love that song. i'm confused. so confused.

i need a good cry. let all the emotion out. blogging's a good outlet.

i'm not rushing anything. i just need to know.